Hidden Within.....

I was sitting wid my coffee and a magazine in my Hands......stumbled across an article....read as " Hidden Desires".....well naughty as I am i started reading it....but ppl it was not about wht we all like minded might be thinkin of ;)....but was on the wishes, the desires, the passions we let rust in our minds and heart over the years....wen we are running after so many things from studies to jobs, assignments to reports, projects to presentations.

I am a Virgo...a true blue virgo....an artist by nature ( thts what Linda Goodman says). I like to add my personal touch to everything. My dress, my books, my room, my speech, my blog, gifts i give, gifts i wrap...everything. As a teenager i never knew I will become a HR consultants, I always wanted to become an interior designer or a fashion stylist or be in advertising etc.

Ironically, I also stumbled across the write up on all fashion or celebrity stylist in last sunday's (29th Nov. '09) brunch in HT city.....suddenly it all came to me...all...all of my young age dreams.
So my dimaag started working...how is possible that I can accomplish it now what I wanted then??........n I came up with an Idea....why not combine my fashion sense.......n shopping problem and be a personal stylist to people looking for consultation.....want to change the way they look...or looking for a wardrobe makeover or a a personal shopper....dressing for a particular event...or a wedding trousseau.....what say???

ppl dont think tht I am drunk or gone totally mad....I M SERIOUS.

For my friends its free but their acquaintances....a very nominal charge :)

Do let me know how does my idea sound as well as about your own childhood dreams...cos if I am asked I can make a long list of them.

Unn hazaro ke Naam.....

A Short movie on the events of 26/11/2008.....excellently made. I m speechless after watching it.... I am feeling the agony of the people and feeling helpless...

Went to India Gate to light the candle to pay my respect to the families and people wom they left behind. But is this candle vigil gonna help anybody, No.

God has given me life not once but twice, I wish some of the victims wer as lucky as me.

We as Indians follow "koi nahi, jo ho gaya usse jaane de", this makes us careless, because of this attitude we do not learn from our own mistakes or from our surroundings and carry on with the same life we wer living before. Its true that such events should not break us but make us more stronger, n we must bring about a change, rather than saying what can we do or what we could have done.

As charity begins at home, likewise change can be brought about wen we decide to change.

Today I pledge, that I would surely do something better with my second chance and take up some cause and ring about a difference in somebody's life.

Turbulence in my Head!!

Thank you ppl for all that visits and comments....I initially started this blog to satisfy my creative juices but after publishing the poem I just kept wondering what should I write about Next, then a friend of mine called me and gave me his words of wisdom (no offences meant to the individual, I appreciate whatever was said).

He said "Everything happens, happens for Good"......i dont know how much do I believe in it....or how much I would like to believe in it....i kept thinkin through the evening....through the night...various thoughts, views, question kept findin their way to my head....just then i got a messag from my sis which read >>>"97% of us wont send this: When jesus died on d cross, he was thinkin of u. If you have tht 3% faith in him snd it to 5 ppl & se wat he does 4 u 2morrow"..... i tried ignoring it like other chain messages we receive on daily basis but could not...as it changed the question in my mind......DO I wish to believe in whatever he does is for gud???..................... but to tell u the truth i could not answer it my self....I think that wen somebody has lost whatever was closest to the person's heart, most precious and valuable, everthing one wanted from the bottom of his being.....The person is left with nothing...nothin at all....n thts wen anyhing that comes his way is good or termed as good....because the individual has already seen the worst happen, He already has NOTHING TO LOOSE.

So the statement " everything that happens, happens for good" is MYTH as per me.

I am looking forward on your point of views...though i may sound saddistic but giv it a real thought.

Halki Si Hassi

Well I am writing this poem from a period of 6 months...first i wrote it till 6th line, but alwaz felt it was incoplete..now i have updated it n wanted everybdy to read and ponder about its essence on our life....read it n post your comments.....

Halki Si Hassi

Halki Si hassi hotoo per aati hai, to dilke sath zinadagi bhi mehkati hai

Halki si hassi jab kaano mein padti hai, to mann ke taaro ko chedd jati hai

Halki si hassi jab aapne pankh phad-phaddti hai, to aankho mein chamak aa jati hai

Halki si hassi jab unki yaad aati hai, tab woh jeena sikha jaaati hai

Halki si hassi jab thodi si khushi de jati hai, to zindagi se apni koi shikayat nahi reh jati hai

Yehi halki si hassi jab aansuo mein badal jati hai, to apne sath sapno ko bhi baha le jati hai

yehi hassi jab rassta bhatak jati hai, to har lamhe mein bas khamoshi hi nazar aati hai

Apni hassi ko dhundhna chahti hoon, apni zindagi ko dhundhna chahti hoon, apne aap to dhundhana chahti hoon
pata nahi bas andhere mein bhatak kerkyon reh jati hoon